Thursday, 15 September 2016
I don't understand why some people without knowing /understanding what I do wants to be me , are jealous of me, are talking shit about me without even knowing me well.
I had banned certain media because of the tabloid quality shit they utter
Then I decided because I don't represent the companies that requires me to speak to any media, I have decided not to appear at all.I want to be quiet and sleep well, because i don't think they are need of it.I am my business, if you want to produce a tv show that you would pay me once and have it on re run for the next 2 years ...that's not gonna happen.Money is more important than fame to me.
In my entire career and cafe/restaurant business,my financier was my family.If you want to have a dream ,I would rather not take people's money.Restaurant business is tricky and you won't see your money back after a year or more and that's if you are lucky.
So I take my risk at my own prerogative and not get people involved.
I am not a chef who went to school and studied economics ,business or chemistry and decided to change career last minute because I didn't get a job.I am a working chef who studied culinary arts and worked for hotels and climbed my ladder.
Meow.... the birth of a clone, azura 2
I am not saying that i am the best ,but looks like lately some glamour-fame thirst bitch who when i first met mentioned to me that she doesn't know me but later told me that she had my newspapers cutting kept in between her books -had been stalking me and copying from my hair style to my travels, this person would go to any destination after I visited the place.This case of copying is worrying me as she had asked money from her boyfriend/financier to get a house near mine, to get a ticket to where I had been with a gap of few days,to buy clothes where I had bought mine.
Guess what... the world is small recently I I happened to know the boyfriend/financier is my junior school friend's ex husband (thanks for wrecking what they had) and I know the fame thirst bitch azura 2 would be reading this, afterall this is the only way she can find out of my travels.
dear Azura 2, I didn't respond when my media personality friend told me that you are obsessed with me,I am not upset when you went to my friend's bar and try to get friendly with her and told her that we all can hang out sometime,I just listened when my tv cook friend told me that you told him that we are good friends.
I am not your friend -I don't want to be your friend stop telling people that we are, i don't know you, I met you twice of which there were only hi and bye ,
now to be honest... thanks for the flattery but stop this psychotic game.Be original.
And remember we are not friends, my malaysian work friends consist of mandarin oriental and regent fours seasons crew , we worked together and they are all real chefs- not like you.
You are fake.
I wish you all the success in finding yourself and the proposed tv show that synopsis was shown to me first.
You are not a spoke chef and don't lie to people that we are buddies.By the way , people at the oven company are aware that you want to be me, the owner spoke to me with the portfolio you sent him and they decided to go for someone more original and loved ,
I turned down their offer and they recently hired another well loved professional.
I hate doing this.But you forced me to.this entry is for my security and safety.