If I can turn back time

My mother is currently unwell with a disease called trigerminal neuralgia, it is a very uncool disease.
My life turns upside down everytime my mum is ill.

This remarkable woman raised me on her own... just now when I was applying balm on my mum's feet to relieve her pain , I discovered that she got cracked feet, she must have got it from us moving house  and  she is among the most hardworking one among us 3.While I was  whining about having a darker skin as a result from all the sun I was exposed to during our  move here and spent  money at the chemist getting all sorts of lotions and potion my mum didn't complain about her  feet,everyday for as long as I have live every morning  got asked if I had my breakfast and she would like to prepare anything for me, everytime i am tired she is the one  who asked if i am ok , If I need  a nap , If i want  a cup of milo.There is no day that my mother never takes care of my welfare and needs, even when the world dissapoints me, even when I am being blamed by thing I didn't do, even when  the rest betrayed me,she is the only person that come to me wipe my tears and tellme to bounce back right there and then.

No love from other human being can beat the purity of love and care you have for me.

I might have differences with my mum as I grow older.The temper and tantrums and all the things I should not have done and I am sorry mum for being  so hot in my head at times,

I love you so, so much  and it's breaking my heart that you got sick so often lately ,with your hair turning white, when you have to read with glasses.I just want you to be well so that we can go shopping like we always did.

You might not know this... you are the  number one person  whom I love and I don't see that it will  change ever.