Wednesday, 25 June 2008
Love ,lust, greed
I love chocolate , I should have chocolate as part of my name, I love other non chocolate sweets too... gosh whats wrong with me?,I will never grow up .
Food I had yesterday.
Chocolate chip cookies from famous Amos,Rocky road muffin - that's very chocolatey,2 cadbury's chocolate bars,Kentucky Fried Chicken -I know what I said last time , but I still ate them yesterday, because I can,Fried noodles and Some Pineapple .I have to mention that I had few cups of hot chocolates too.
How am I feeling today..
My right lower abdomen hurts, I am afraid if it is my kidney, as lupus usually affect the kidneys. I am so ,so worry now.Because I'm worry I have some fried chicken and a cookie.
Gonna call my doctor now. Maybe I should really think before I eat.I have eating disorder, we call it "all I can eat syndrome".
I need help.I want to eat more sensibly :(