I feel terrible today , one thing led to another , my tired o meter has gone to the peak of the radar,I am officially ill.my knees are aching and my head is spinning and there is nothing that I can do other than incresing the intake of my steroid.have i also told you that I had been coughing too?
I know even I sometimes got sick of listening to my sickness story, and tired of being angry but as Malaysian always say ,"What to do?"- Lupus found me and I hate lupus.
Speaking of Lupus , May is the Lupus awareness months and if anyone does not know about Lupus , please have a look at my "dearest friends" column on the bottom right (you won't miss them)and click on Lupus foundation or simply do a search on wiki , knowledge might safe life.
I need to eat healthy as well therefore my mum just made me some soup,like broth with lots of vegetables in them , I know I did it before ,when I was 17 and how it had changed my life and body shape(I was on the chubbier side when i was a teenager).
I think , well I said I THINK ,I might opt for eating just vegetables again.I want to try stopping on red meat first and later poultry .But the thing is , I really enjoy eating grilled chicken , grilled spring chicken,chicken curry and kentucky Fried chicken(yes I love KFC a lot, that some even call me Azura sanders'), and I love fish, can I ever be a lacto ovo vegetarian?can I just live my life eating milk , vegetables,honey and eggs ?oh man! I freakin love fish , I can eat fish everyday cook them any style and I can finish it,and also all those lobsters and clams and mussels? steamed seabass,teriyaki salmon, mussels mariniere ,nyum nyum.
I really need to think about this hard, if I can ever make that commitment at least for two months as It had make me feel great back then , it might make me feel great again,just like going to a boot camp .
Enough of my mumblings ,I want to go and get some rest and maybe think about other things such as work.Maybe later, I might go to KFC and have that finger lickin good chicken.