Thursday, 27 March 2008

Before my cobra pose...

Finally I am all smile again despite facing the 38 degrees Celsius today... what a humid afternoon , that was!I know I had been complaining a lot lately , but to be honest ,Last week was pretty rough on me.I am just a girl and sometimes I do explode name it with tears , courage or words.
With my condition right now,I don't know how long will this remission last, I have plenty of worries in my head about my health and how long before Mr lupus strikes again and all the things that I can't control.
Maybe being in KL for a while now makes me like this, but I don't really know if I want or can go back to Hull, at least not at this moment.I miss my gals, and their gals.I miss going out on with the girls on Saturdays, the whole Saturday afternoon I would be wondering and matching my shoes and clothes and hair, just for the fun of it.Now we only speaks on the phone and texts and of course, MSN and facebook.
When I am in England I think about home and how many things I can do here, but when I am here ,I want to be there so ,so much.I think I just go with the flow and be where I am wanted and needed and that is home sweet home Kuala Lumpur this is where I am wanted , needed and loved... I supposed.

Do you know where you're going to?
Do you like the things that life is showing you
Where are you going to?
Do you know...?

Do you get
What you're hoping for
When you look behind you
There's no open door
What are you hoping for?
Do you know...

I gotta run now and do my yoga.


saxyphone said...

I love that song. Mariah Carey had a nice version of it too!

Anyway, just take it easy ad know that God prepares you for better things to come. The sadness you feel just serves as a purpose to make you a stronger person tomorrow after having overcome it.

Take good care of yourself Azura. And may you get to be in England soon!


CiliQueen said...

follow your heart dear...yeahh as saxyphone said - "take good care of yourself Azura" ...may you have the strength each day...

A Z R A said...

que sera sera......

Zen Chef said...

I want to be wherever it's 38'C. It's cold here!haha. You see, it's human nature to always want to be somewhere else. You have to learn to live in the now to always be happy. ;-)

Johnny Ong said...

i know what SLE is and hopefully yrs wont occur again. all the best to u. proud to see u running abt enjoying many parts of the world during yr travel. keep it up!