Tuesday, 19 February 2008
Ask me if I had a long day, and the answer would be YES and I need a hug.I am tired but I am happy , I had been doing plate shopping today apart from going to see my pharmacist to get my steroids and order some hydroxychloroquine.
Not that I have not tried anything else ,I had done costume jewellery, Events,Cosmetics import and some few other things, but right now I think Food and Party planning is my thing.I seems to have more luck doing it , I will never say that I am a good cook or a good chef, but preparing , cooking , baking is where I found my joy, it's like having a handsome male bestfriend with a nice body and He loves you too. Well,Eversince that day I left Law school to pursue cooking as a career , eversince I stepped my feet in the cooking school I am a changed person.From the "smart girl" to the "what are you doing girl?" but I love it , I love it ,I love every single inch of it.
And so does being my own boss and doing things my way I love that too.So being a food entrepenuer is definitely the title I should posess.
By the way something that I thought I was doing just for fun had turned into something more serious now unintentionally.It starts with few pastries orders from friends and ex neighbours during my break here in Kuala lumpur lead to something else...ladies and gentlemen ,my cafe will be operating on the 1st of March! I took the lease because most of the things I need is provided by my landlord.Its quite funny ... and you know whats funnier?Some people wants me to cater for one function next week! and another booking in March !Just now after I finished my meeting and got the key for my Little Cafe, I went to get some plates and stuffs I need to set up the place.While we were in the car,I was at the back seat as my mum drove(No! I hate driving despite having a valid and clean driving licence)I looked up the window and I realized that my life is all right,I have great people around me , I have this gorgeous sky smiling at me...
More than 2 years ago a lady I met in my Rheumatologist's clinic told me that I can die of my disease and how lupus kills it patients after torturing them she knew because her sister in law got Lupus.I kept my mouth shut, I shut my eyes at the time ...I was to weak to say too much.but today I know I should have said "hey lady!everyone dies!get into the system!" But most of all... I am alive and I am making the most of it,I won't let this Mr Loopy Lupus stop me from reaching for my dreams, although it slowed me down once, and I am back to basic , its ok I will start from scratch again.
My mum asked me what I was pondering about? and I said , "Mum,... Zura's back! and we both giggled.
Azura's back indeed I have so much doubts and worries but I also have courage and I will work hard,I need prayers from you people so that I won't fall ill and paralyzed again.I know I asked for too much sometimes , but can you guys also pray for my success please?I will keep you guys updated on the cafe and for those in Kuala lumpur ,you will have my invitation when I'll be having a little party there soon!